Amlan's Blog

Kabhi to woh socha karti hogi Aisa sochta tha mai kabhi kabhi Phir laga, shayad ek aat baar hi sahi Socha hoga usne mere bare me kahin Himmat kiya ek roz, aur keh daala Hi! Hairaan ho ke boli 'kaun ho tum Bhai?'

Sar se baal chale gaye, aur dil se haseenayen bhi. Umr se jawani chaligayi, aur unki kahaniyan bhi. Kameez se pet nikal aaya, dukhi meri baniyaan bhi. Chehere se guroor chala gaya, aur dekhne walon ki fikr bhi. Zindagi kitni befikr ho gayi, chalte chalte yunhi, waise bhi. Bas do chaar dost mil jaaye, char peg aur kuch chakhna bhi. Phir jawani jaye bhaad me, aur dil ke kisse tel lene bhi.

Aayine se dosti hoti thi kabhi Aaj namuraad dushman ban baitha hai Kabhi galti se nazaren mil jayen agar To chehra kisi aur ka dikhata hai

Baaten thodi kam jaye, to naaraaz ho jati ho. Pyaar thodi kam karun, to katl kar deti ho. Sote armaano ko mere, baar baar jaga deti ho. Chaukhat pe tere jaata hun, to darwaze se lauta deti ho. Aashiq kitne kataar me khade, sabko abtak zinda rakkhe ho.

Dil agar patthar ka ho, to mushqil hai dhadakna. Chot agar gehra na ho, to mushqil hai aansu behna. Bichde agar apne na ho, to mushqil hai tadapna. Aag agar dotarpha na ho, to mushqil hai behekna. Diljala agar khud na ho, to mushqil hai samajhna. Ishq agar junoon na ho, to mushqil hai isko ishq kehna.

Ek roz ki aisi ek baat sunaun Kuch pal jo kabhi bhula na paun Yunhi baaten karte karte Itni kareeb aa gayi thi tum Tujhe saanson me apne Mehsoos karne lage the hum Dhadkanen itni tez ho gayi thi Ki sunai kuch nahi de raha tha Na kashish meri pahunch paati thi Na awaaz tumhari sun pata tha Bas ek marzi ki kami thi teri Warna seene se laga leta tujhe Bas ek baar haan to keh deti Aakhri saans tak nahi chod'ta tujhe

Ab nahi hai, abhi to dekha tha, Kab guzar gaya, ek hi to pal tha. Is pal me kaise rahoon, Itne me kaise sama jaaun. Palak jhapakte ud jaata jo, Phir naya pal le aata woh. Jo beet gaya, woh to guzar gaya, Jo aayega, uska ummeed naya. Jane aur aane ke beech me aaj, Undekha sa, unsuljha sa, koi raaz. Dhoond'un kahaan, isme jeeun kaise, Ek pal hi to hai, jane dun kya aise?

Aarzoo ko meri zinda na rakh'a, jaanta hun, aur maanta hun, na chahat, na zaroorat hun, na wajah koi, samajhta hun. Par saans to usme bhi thi, zindagi to uski bhi thi, maut to hui uski bhi, dafnaya to tha usko bhi. Phir usko kyun ched'te ho, dafnaye ko kured'te ho? zakhm phir bharega kaise? kabr me koi marega kaise? Mili itni humesha tumhe ki, har pyaas se anjaan rahi ho, na kabhi kisi ke liye tadpi ho, na kabhi kisi ki tadap samjhi ho. Kaash ek bar thoda kadr kiya hota, bewajah koi gareeb yun hi na marta, apne mayyat me khud nahi jaata, aur apna janaza khud nahi uthata.

Ta umr jo tum gawa dete ho, jis zameen ko paane ko. Ek tukda ho ya zyada ho, katra katra baha dete ho. Rakt ho ya chahe shwet ho, aakhir ek din tum bhi sunte ho. Tadapta woh tumhe milne ko, ek roz gale se laga lene ko. Apni zameen to tum kho dete ho, na sama pate ho na saath le pate ho. Yeah kaun sa bramh gyaan hai ki, kisi janm me samajh nahi pate ho.

Aaj ek sawaal karne ko man karta hai, Kya pata jawaab mile ya na mile. Aaj ek hisaab mangne ko dil karta hai, Kya pata muafzaa mile ya na mile. Aaj dard batlane ko aansu behta hai, Kya pata sunvayi mile ya na mile. Aaj saza ki wajah poochna chahta hun, Kya pata rihaee mile na mile. Aaj zameen pe sone ko tan kehta hai, Kya pata jagah mile ya na mile.

Thodi si jhooth humne bhi keh daali Thoda sa gunaah humne bhi kar daala Thoda sa dil humne bhi laga diya Aur thoda sa dil humne bhi tod diya Cheezen, samaan sab bikhre pade hain Ghar hai aakhir, koi saraya khana nahi Thoda sa nasha humne bhi kar daala Thodi si jawaani humne bhi kho diya Khaas ban'na kaun nahi chahta Chand ka khwaab kaun nahi dekhta Kabhi taqdeer ki razamandi na thi To kabhi keemat dene me thodi tangi thi Zindagi kab kaise aur kahaan guzar gayi Khabar na thi kab khaas se aam ban gayi