Amlan's Blog

Dost agar rooth jaye, to dard hota hai, Woh agar choot jaye, to dard gehra hota hai. Dost gar door chale jaye, to aawaz nahi pahunchti, gar wapas na aaye, to ek soonapan cha jaata hai. Dost agar gairat ko kuchal de, to lahu beh jaata hai, Gar ghaaw ko raund de, to woh nasoor ban jata hai. Dost agar seene se lag jaye, to jannat mil jaata hai, Gar jaan ka pyaasa ho jaye, fir sab khatm ho jata hai. Ajeeb hai yeh dosti, ajeeb hai iski shakl-o-soorat, Dhadkan se leke rooh tak, sab fanaah kar sakti hai. Ajeeb hai yeh dosti... Anokhe iske taur tareeke...

Naarazgiyan, naadaniyan, nafraten aur muhhabat, Har pehlu zinda tha, har ehsaas jee raha tha. Waqt thama hua tha, saansen tez thi, aur dhadkanen bhi, Kabhi laga hosh me hun, kabhi behoshi ka aalam tha. Nazdeekiyan, dooriyan, tanav aur yeah kashish, Kabhi toofani, kabhi dheemi, hawa bhi rukh badal raha tha. Kuch kahi, aur kuch unkahi, baaten thi bahut, Kabhi andar jala rahi thi, kabhi bahar muskura raha tha. Bahut aarzoo aur thodi ummeed thi, ki do pal hum bhi saath guzare, Tehre rahe badi der tak, woh mera aakhri pal, jaa raha tha...

Aisa koi pal nahi, jab teri yaad aayi nahi, Mushqil hoga tera yakeen karna, kya karun, tera bharosa pane ka koi rasta bhi to nahi. Kareeb se yun guzar gayi, kuch soojha nahi, Kabhi laga apni, kabhi parayi, kya karun, Khwahishon ko fanaah kiya, teri yaad ko nahi. Chal, manzoor hai ki mai tera hua hi nahi, Kahi kis kone, ek adna sa yaad to sahi, Nazron ka to rishta hai, dil ka shayad nahi. Qayamat se waqif hun, tujhse shiqwa nahi, Dost bhi naraaz hain, aur dushman bhi yehaan, Ek pal pe jaan atki hai, koi samajhta hi nahi. Zindagi yun bani ajnabi, ki koi aarzoo bhi nahi, Kabhi hansti mujhpe, to kabhi zor se hansti, Bas jee raha hun, saali zindagi chut'ti bhi nahi.

Kya sochke aye the, Ki kya karenge is pahar. Kya karne chale the, aur kya kar gaye magar. Kadam to chal pade the, Kya pata kahan kis dagar. Pahunch bhi gaye the, Anjaan raste, ajnabi sheher. Saansen to chal rahi thi, Kiske liye kya khabar. Dil bhi dhadak raha tha, Par unko nahi thi khabar. Ummeed to hai yehan, Kya pata milegi kidher. Manzil bhi hai shayad, Kaun jane kab is safar.

Zindagi zindadilli ka naam hai, Par yehaan zinda kaun hai? Log to aise doobe hain gham me, Ki maut bhi sharminda hai. Kho gayi bachpan, kho gaya rooh, Saansen to chalti hai, fakhat ehsaas hai. Zhakhmi dil hai, dhadakne se darta hai, ghaw purane hai, bharne se darte hain. Maut aakhri hai, haqeeqat bhi, manzil bhi, Jaan'ta kaun nahi, par maanta kaun hai? Ummeed to rehti nahi kafn ki, Lekin daud me koi kami nahi hai. Rishte toot'te hain, rishte ban'te hain, Aadmi chalte rehta hai, rukta kaun hai.

Kuch baaten kahi nahi jaati, Sun pao to sun lo, Phir sunai de ya na de. Kuch rishte dobaara nahi jeete, Nibha pao to nibha lo, Phir woh saathi mile na mile. Kuch dost samajh ke bahar hote hain, Samajh pao to samajh lo, Phir woh kal rahe na rahe. Kuch pal anmol hote hain, Jee pao to jee lo, Phirse woh aaye na aaye. Kuch dil aise hi dhadakte hain, Zehen me le pao to le lo, Phir saansen rahe na rahe....