Amlan's Blog

Nafraton ko panaah, kabhi diya nahi karte, bahut der tak, aur door tak, bakhoobi saath nibhate. Zinda se rooh, aur maut se, uski aabroo cheen lete, noor ko benoor aur, lahu ko kaala kar dete. Insaan woh jo gunaah bhi, kabhi kabhi kiya karte, zindagi woh jisme, maafi bhi de diya karte. Paani ke bulbule pe, yun guroor nahi karte, itni saari mitti ke saath, koi kahin nahi ja paate. Insaan me khuda ko, jo mehsoos kar pate, woh khuda aur khudai, zameen pe hi dekh lete.

Nafraton ko yun jo tune panaah diya, badi der tak, aur door tak saath nibhaya. Woh insaan hi kya, jisne gunaah na kiya, woh zindagi hi kya jiya jisme maafi na diya, Paani ka bulbula, ispe kaisa guroor kiya, itni saari mitti, kya saath leke koi gaya. Jo pal tere haath hai, aaj usiko jee le piya, Muhhabat na kiya to kya khaakh zindagi jiya !

Hum aksar zindagi me, cheeni nahi daalte hain. Aur rasgulle me se, ras gul kar dete hain. Magar rishton me mithaas, zaroor dhoondte hain. Koi humdard fikr kare ho, kismat pe ilzaam laga dete hain. Muhhabat ki panaah me, rishte panapte hain. Dhaage to makhmal ke hote, zor dalo to toot jate hain. Jisne unsuna kiya humko, us'Se apna aarzoo batate hain. Kandhe pe jiske sar humara, us'Se patthar keh lete hain.

Galiyon mein kabhi dost raha karte the, haste the kabhi, phir ladh lete the, jhagad'te the kabhi, phir gale lag jate the. Aawazen goonj'ti thi yehaan kabhi, ab to choten bhi khamosh rehti hain, kareeb hain, jaise deewar aur dareecha hain. Shiqayaten, ranjishen, aur yeh soonapan, nafraten, khalish, aur yeh dard ka kohraa, doobne ka khauff hai, bahut kuch hai gehraa. Kaisa guroor, kaisi zidd, kis kal ka intezaar, jis pal yeh saans tham jaye, phir kya reh jayega, mitti jo rakkhe ho dil me jatan se, sab khaakh me mil jayega.

Choti si chaah ek, Zindagi ka manzil ban jati hai. Pehli me aati hai aur, aakhri saans tak reh jati hai. Haasil to ek pal ka ehsaas hai, faqat umr kat jati hai. Kuch ban'ne ka khwab, kuch karne ka aarzoo. Mehnat, musshaqat, aur apne aap se roobaru. Safar ek bhitar ka aisa jo, har pehlu se waqif kara deti hai. Baazaar me bikte to bahut hain, insaan, jasbaat aur khwaab kayi. Kitni bhi koshish karlo magar, khareedar aasani se milte nahi. Mol lagata koi hai, aur hum bik jaate kahin aur hai.

alag hain utne, jitni haath ki rekhayen, na fakr, na fikr, na sharmindagi hui kabhi. kabhi sahi hum, aur kahin ujale hote hain, kabhi galat hum, aur andhere cha jate bhi. Kabhi dil laga baith'te hain baithe baithe, aur usiko bewajah tod bhi dete hain kabhi. Kabhi has dete ek dusre par, aur rula dete, phir khud hasi ban jate, hasene ko kabhi. Muhhabaten, nafraten, dosti aur dushmani, bade shiddat se nibhate hain hum sabhi. Khayalat chahe kitne bhi na mile humare, saath baithke chai zaroor peete hum sabhi. Gile shikwe choot'te mushqil se hai, kabhi jald kabhi der tak reh jate hain. Koi ek kos, to koi meelon chale jaata hai, door to sab jate hai, dard to hota hai kabhi. Rishte chahe muskurayen ya bikhar jayen, Buniyaad ke tukde na badle the kabhi. na badlenge abhi...

Daaman me ek roz gire do pal, kaun jane kya wajah thi. Ek me unko aate hue dekha, doosre me woh jaa rahi thi. Nazaron se aisi utri dil me woh, kitni khoobsurat lag rahi thi. Pehli baarish ki koi boond jaise, pankhudi pe baithi muskura rahi thi. Zubaan humari khaamosh hui, dhadkane tez aur aankhe nam thi. Shayad kuch kaha bhi humne par awaaz me dararen pad gayi thi. Ab to bas ek khayaal reh gaya hai, mera maazi tha, meri haqeeqat thi. Ab to mai bhi khamosh hun, woh to humesha se chup rehti thi.

Ayina dekhte sadiyan beet jati hai, Kuch ke to aankhen bhi nahi hoti hai. Husn ki deewangi kabhi hisaab nahi aayi, Kahin roti ki tangi, to kahin saans kam hoti hai. Yeah bekhudi ki aarzoo kahan leke jayegi, Chehere pe ek zindagi mita de, kam lagti hai. Ya khuda, is haqeeqat se hata de mujhe, Manzoor nahi tera sach, wahem achi lagti hai.